have you heard about depression?
it's a sickness where you feel sad beyond measure, and guilty too.
i discovered, and then felt, what happens when it becomes a bit too intense.
Enter O.C.D, and psychosis. I often find myself trying to think of the right combination of words, to express what it's been like with these two fiends, my companions since 2023.
It's quite the challenge.
I'm convalescing now, amid the detritus of a life that once had more order, meaning, and love..
.. and someone who is no longer here.
here's a song that reminds me of them:

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other times, I find myself singing the following song to myself..
..a melody to commemmorate the wounds inflicted by a pained creature lashing out..

both songs were sung by julia chahayed
thank you for visiting my digital home. in time, there will be more here.
until then, you're invited to visit where I used to be in 2022